Samsaric Drama

She was just over an year old when I first saw her. Her mother was just anyother iliterate woman from the village whose husband has joined the army and has been away. The father never saw the two children being born, didn't even care. With her mother so attached to her little son, I could see the pain and jealousy in her heart over the brother who snatched her place before the time. She would steal moments to sit on her mother's lap, and sometimes try to suck some milk, only to be pushed away.

I gradually won her confidence and she began to get attached to me, every time I reach home she would wait expecting "frooti" and something-didn't matter what.

As days passed, she would call me "Ama", and her own mother aunty. She began to feel wanted, and she began to get settled to things around her. she would associate herself more with me than her own parents. She couldn't live without me. Unfortunately, her father took another wife and left them (X wife with two beautiful children). Months later her mother had a new husband, and the whole history repeated. Gradually both she and her brother were left out in the cold, just lucky enough to be cared by their old grand parents. I couldn't believe someone could have such a heart to not love such two innocent, wonderful souls.

If parenting is all about just giving birth, I don't want t be a parent; but if it means loving and feeling the joy seeing these children grow feeling secured, I am all ready to be one.

Now she is going to school, and when people ask about her parents , all she says is her "Ama" went to Paro Pokto.........

She and her brother will be loved, and they will have the best of everything in life to grow up to be a better person, sans a father for now. There can be no better purpose for my life than bringing these two kids up and watch them grow into fine man and woman.

Maps of Bhutan

From Wiki

From WHO site.

Seeing the map on the right side on WHO site made me feel very sad. It looked like a hammered rat, and it's sad..very sad indeed. I don't even remember drawing this bad map in my class 5 geography class. Once I was handed over the name plate, and on it my flag's dragon looked like short fat snake...i argued the dragon is majestic and fiery, and must be protrayed so.

Oneday when I control the internet I will replce all hammered rat-looking map and ballooned dragon flag with real ones!

Time for Chicken Pox

What a timing to be stuck with Chicken Pox. The irony is I don't even eat chicken! ........my friends are making fun that I am hiding "swine flu"
I have no idea how the virus caught me. the only thing I can trace back to is the hospital visit to see a colleague's daughter hospitalized from pneumonia (wonder if i spelled it right).


with just few days away from completing my thesis report, I am stuck confined....missed one exam this semester too..the TA kept calling me , i guess he doesn't know what chicken pox is. One of my friend suggested I should pass it over to him (brush on him as she said).

but there is this strange feeling of being with myself. Realized haven't done much of soul searching and this is the time I can best use it.
It's not pretty though to see my otherwise spotless body with patches and those itchy poxes are just too irritating.

I have almost finished all the movies acted by Jack Nicholson, he is such a character but i prefer Al Pacino!

News...bad news and more bad news

Severe floods all over the country, loss of lives and damages to infrastructure, increasing swine flu cases everyday, north korea threatening nuclear war, earthquake strikes in latin america.....many more...

We have no control over natural disasters other than the courage to rebuild the broken parts, but we can definitely control ideologically driven disasters.

My Perfect Teachers: Happy Teacher's Day

"Teacher hold children's hands through the hard transition from the warmth of the home to the unfamiliar environment of the school; they help to decipher those funny-looking shapes called letters; they bring life to formulas and equations; they prepare the stage for learners to shout "eureka"; they bring the world into the classroom and the classroom into the world; they try to make sense of the directives of central education authorities and implement reforms formulated by "experts" and parachuted to them. Teachers are underpaid and ill-prepared, yet accountable for successful teaching of malnutritioned and poorly prepared students, in schools that are unhealthy, unsafe, and inadequately equipped; they are expected to understand and address the needs of students, parents, administrators, society, the economy, the past, the present, and the future" Those are my thoughts beautifully put in words by someone who could write well.

My vivid memory of my first day in school, and then all the memories of my school days only reminds me of how much I owe my teachers.
My class two teacher used to walk with me everyday to and from school....I used to feel so secure with him walking beside me.
My class five Math teacher hit me on the head so badly for copying the homework from a friend which was wrong....i cried for one week...eversince maths became my favourite subject and I was his favourite student till I finished that school.
My class 7 physics teacher kept me on my knees, holding my ears whole class period because I looked out the window while he was teaching....he was the proudest person when he saw my class X results....my dzongkha lopen taught me the value of wisdom and bodhicitta but today I wish I can meet him...I have so many questions on those topics he taught because I believe in them more.
My Economics teacher forced me to write an essay and I won a global award....she also made me be a MC for one occassion which I blundered but the experience was worth it.

On one party occassion my office hosted, my principal was there and she was so proud telling her friends around that.....this is my student now she is an engineer, I saw genuine sense of happiness and achievement in her eyes.

I don't know what to conclude from all these episodes of my life, but one thing is for sure, they were my teachers and they were all perfect. They were my moral support, they were my perfect embodiment of sacrifice, selflessness, dedication, and service to the Tsa-Wa-Sum (King, Country and People). All I can do for them is say that I am what I am because of my teachers and I am very grateful to all my teachers.

No words of "Thank Yous" are enough to show my gratitude, but that's all I have to offer.

Dedicated to all my teachers and to all the teachers in the world.

From Ever Grateful Student

I am Because We are

A heartbreaking documentary bringing to light the world of differences................10 & 40 dollars is all they need to pursue their dreams while for many of us it can only cover the cost of few packs of cigarattes or something absolutely worthless.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h3awaN0nOwQ&feature=channel

Adieu

Esteemed professors, distinguished guest, your Excellency ambassador of Ecuador, graduates of 2007 spring, guests and colleagues. Thank you, Your Excellency for joining us here.

First of all, I would like to congratulate our graduates for their achievement, and endearing hardwork they have put for the last two years. Some of us have spent the best times of our lives, some better and others good. Whatever it maybe, we have invested considerable phase of our life here. 

Standing here today reminds me that you are the third batch of global leaders branching out to the different parts of the world. I know we have heard enough of being global leaders. Nevertheless, in my opinion, we are all leaders in our own small ways because we can inspire, we can listen and we have the capability to open our minds to ideas, and look for possibilities. Most of all we have the much needed global network of friendship.

I will not repeat what was said in our last commencement about what you can contribute to Community, but I would like to say that, an individual cannot do as much as a group and a group cannot do as much as an organization. Hope we can make our organization live up to its visions and goals.

Without dragging any further I would like to end here with words of Benjamin Zanders, he was addressing the global leaders at the World Economic Forum at Davos, and he said “in any situation we are in, we have three choices to make, one of resignation and staying indifferent, second of blaming and complaining, and the third of possibility” preferably the choice of possibility seems a leaders pie.

I would also like to take this opportunity to welcome our new members, with a note, there is a world of possibilities everywhere, all you need to do is find it and hopefully you make a good choice to make your stay here interesting and worthwhile.